cause i am loved

 I have come to a great conclusion on how i keep myself from going insane........
Friends. Friends can help you get through anything in life.....

As far as i can remember, a friend can cure a tear. This people are put into your life to guide you. You may not realize this at the time, but thats what they are here for. They are people who can give you advice, show you a new path, and take your hand and lead you there. Yes, the laughs are fanstastic and make your day, but its the words of that person that make your day.

Anytime i needed to vent, laugh or make a big decision..my friends are there for me. I am never alone. I share my story and get the same in return. Its the feeling of happiness and joy that bring us closer. When we try to do what ever we can to help the ones we love, thats friendship. When you just listen and not say a word so they can scream, cry or gulp out their feeling...thats friendship. when you can make up evil plans to secretly duct tape your children to the walls and know the other person on the line is laughing cause they know you really wont do it..thats friendship. when you can bitch about your lover and then call back 20 minutes later deeply in love and not expecting judgement...thats friendship. When you can make a joke out of everything and laugh till you need to close your legs really tight to refrain yourself from peeing AND say u are about to pee...thats friendship.

Yes, i have many besties. I can say i love each and everyone of my dear friends, old and new.  I am very grateful that I have these people in my life. I have going on in my life. Having 4 kids is not easy. I am easily stressed out and there are times when i wanna give up. I just wanna throw in the towel and not care anymore. I love my babies with my whole soul, but they are headaches waiting to happen. I cant sit here and say im always happy, cause im not.

But i know that i can just pick up my phone and get a earful of happiness and relief.....

Thanks to all my friends who have EVER been there for me, whether it was a brief moment or lifelong friends...yall make me sane. You guys keep me from whippin out my invisable hand gun out and pulling the trigger :)