So,
As we all know, i was a teenage momma. By the time i was 18 yrs old, i have given birth to 3 kids. I wasnt allowed to "go out" or party like everyone else cause i was responsible for 3 babies at home. Not like someone was telling me NOT to go out, but i had no choice. I didnt have a sitter every weekend, or a someone who volunteered to watch them. So, i got accustomed to just live my life without it. Of course it bothered me, to see all my friends in pictures of a great night, or hear my friends talk about their clubbing stories. But at this time in my life, i didnt have time for it. I was soooo consumed with pampers, bottles, stress, money, all the adult stuff that kids my age werent worried about. I didnt go to college on a campus, or was able to just get up and leave with friends whenever i wanted.
It hit me at this time, that i didnt need it, i didnt need to go out cause i was a mommy. I had to put all this off my mind and just focus on raising my kids, and taking care of them.I just figured that my time will come when i was gonna be able to go out and have a great time. Adult time. Yes, there were a couple of times where i had a chance to go out but it was rare.........
Now, as my kids are getting older, and Ella is stable, ive been getting my feet wet. Ive been going out alot, and having fun. And let me tell you folks....I LOVE IT!!!
I can say that im glad i waited for it. Im glad that now as im older and hopefullly more wiser, i have the time of my life when i go out. I feel confident. I feel like an adult and not just some 18 yr old kid trying to consume alot of alcohol to get plastered. I actually go out and dance my ass off. I have found the BEST people to go out with, and i have great memories.
I can get all dolled up, and not feel like a mommy for 1 night. I have very important and trusting people that watch my babies while im out. People that actually love my babies and love to have them over. I can relax and know that my babies are well taken care of.
Sooo..yeah. I go out alot now, and you know what....i deserve it. I deserve it cause i waited along time to do this. Patience is a wonderful quality i possess people <3 <3
2 comments:
Its always great to go out have adult time even better when your able to give equal amounts to yourself and to your kids your awesome person Jon Jon by looking at you , most would only think your 21 your one hot momma ;D
enjoy your partying days.
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